my true love
so there’s this boy. his name is jesse. im kinda head over heels in love with. ive been able to call him all mine for over a year now and there is no one in the world i want more than him. It scares me because i resisted strong feelings for him for so long cause i didnt wanna get hurt, now that im crazy about this boy and know he could break my heart,tear me to pieces and make me fall about at anytime, freaks me out. he’s perfect to me. i take relationships very seriously, and i know we do not have a perfect relationship but we have something that works and that i would consider special. we have great communication with eachother, we trust eachother, respect and support eachother. our main focus is for the other to always be happy. he is more to me than just a boyfriend. he made me trust again. he came into my life at a bad time when i had lost trust in everyone, especially men. he made me regain that faith in men. there is no one i trust more than him. i tell him everything, even stuff i cant tell my bestfriends. not because i cant trust them, well sometimes i feel that way but its more of them really not being there when i need them too. but he is always there. i know im young, and i always remember that this probably wont last forever,but ive learned to just go with it. im happy right now and thats all that matters. i love jesse, he will forever have my heart <3
